GAH i'm depressed....even though i should be happy....cause i'm depressed over stupid stuff....*cries*
lol no i don't actually cry from stuff like this (lol i cry when i wanna kill someone but i can't...FAIL)

well school has been bad. my AP courses r fAILING...well not literally but compared to my usual ...yes
i really wish i could draw better cause my art looks like shit
my mom doesn't want me to draw anymore...WTF (its cause she thinks its gonna interfere with my homework and SAT exams)

well i'm not gonna post much...probably just more shitty work that i did when i was bored...lol i don't think i'm gonna ever draw properly again cause i've had a bad art block for about a year...lol but i get spurts of wanting to draw (IN THE GODDAMN MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!)
i'm also not allowed on the comp much but i go on when i'm doing work... and my parents don't know that i'm stalking ppls DA pages...

one of the worst things that has happened would be animeclub.
i run it and it was really fun last yr...but this yr the niners came...and they were cool except for this one girl (no names) who was an absolute B****!!
lol she was rude to my friends and me...(shunning...literally...with the whole hand movement and "ewww" noises-> i'm not that gross...i'm just perverted for a girl...)
she dissed my friends sweater for no reason....and called my other friend a dickhead cause she CANT DRIVE A WARTHOG (lol dunno how to spell it)

*sigh* well im gonna do homework and get everything over with

oh and everyone...if anyone reads this....should check out my friend ane-akaicha